He’s Just NOT That Into You

a must watch movie for all you, girls! really really good. fell in love with it instantly and  now it’s in my toplist of favourite romance-movie of all time! it just beaten Love Actually in mine ;p

the concept is actually a bit similar to Love Actually where everyone is connected somehow and have their own love-story. at first the handsome and sexy Ben (played by Bradley Cooper)  really catched the attention, but later on Beth (Jennifer Aniston) and Neil (Ben Affleck) are really becoming everyone’s favourite couple. they are like the sweetest couple in the movie. a lot of  ‘oooowww’-ing and ‘aaaaaaaww’-ing (not in a negative way, more like in jealousy way) when we watch their scene, especially the engagement part :)

but.. my personal favourite goes to this couple:

Alex (Justin Long) and Gigi (Ginnifer Goodwin)! There’re just something sweet about this couple. Gigi, is nervous, ‘apasiiiih‘ girl tend to be too eager and makes boys runaway. i hated her first, but she really represent how most women reacts to man action.  tend to exagerrate every little think and misread every signs men gives us. one memorable quote from Alex:

“Why do women do this? Why do they build this stuff up in their minds, take each little thing a guy does, and then twist it into something else?”

so true! hmm, at least, i feel true. hahaha. gue mulai jatuh cinta sama pasangan ini waktu Alex nya udah mulai suka sama Gigi dan temennya bilang gini:

Kelly Ann: You can’t focus. Right? Jumping every time your phone rings. Checking your e-mail a hundred times a day. Wishing you could write songs. Feeling the need to bring up her name in random conversations. It’s always the same and it has happened to you, my friend.

And my favourite scene was when Alex showed up in Gigi’s front door and gave her back her pen. The same pen she used as an excuse to meet Connor (Alex’s friends earlier).  The sweetest conversation according to me (spoiler warning!) :

Gigi: A wise person once told me that if a guy wants to be with a girl, he will make it happen. no matter what.

Alex: That’s true.

Gigi: And that same wise person told me that i’m the rule. that i have to stop thinking that every guy will change. that i have to stop thinking that….

(Alex kissed her)

Gigi: I’m the exception..

Alex: You are my exception.

Awwwwwww… aww aww awww! :’)

Timeless Love to: The Beatles!

And when the broken hearted people living in the world agree, there will be an answer, let it be
For though they may be parted there is still a chance that they will see, there will be an answer,

Let it be… (Let It Be – The Beatles)

Yesterday,
All my troubles seemed so far away,
Now it looks as though they’re here to stay,
Oh, I believe in yesterday (Yesterday – The Beatles)

Two of my favourites Beatles song :)

Made me throught the day everytime i hear ‘em…. yeah. Let it be. Let life shows its way.

New Themes!

What do ya think?

I’ve been trying over 5 different themes today (when I should’ve been studying instead) and I like this one the most. It’s simple, it’s clean, and it’s not green!

huu yea yea i know, i’ve been searching for the perfect limegreen themes, and i just can’t find it! wordpress regular themes are really boooooriiiiing!

I’ve spent more than 2 hours trying to install these cute new themes I’ve downloaded, but I can’t figure out how. anybody tell my HOW? i even watched so many tutorials in youtube. they keep telling me to use some tools called firezilla or somethin but i don’t really understand how to use it.  i mean, what are you supposed to write in HOST column?! i’ve tried wordpress.com, hijaulemon.wordpress.com, and nothing works! SOMEBODY HELP!

*keinginan menggebu untuk memasang the-uber-cute-limegreen-themes*

by the way, i totally forgot the fact that I HAVE FINAL EXAM tomorrow! and it’s POLITICAL SYSTEM OF INDONESIA’S EXAM!

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*die*

I Can’t Get You Out of My Head!

Boy your loving is all I think about

Na na naa.. na na na na na na na na.. na na na na …

and I really can’t get this song out of my head! haha

And When I Tried to Get My Mind Of Off You..

all i want you to do, is just show me that you (still) love me. but you made it very clear that you don’t.

it hurts.

It’s been nine days, eight hours
Forty minutes, ten seconds
Since you called
I’ve been so crazy
I’ve just about
Taken our picture
Off the wall
It’s been three months
Over hundred days
Since you held my hand
And I miss you in
A thousand ways
Will I ever see you again?

How did it change so fast?
(I won’t give you to the past)
I really thought it’d last

All that we had was
So unbelievable
Now that it’s gone
It’s just inconceivable
Still in my dreams
You were so damn beautiful
How could it be
That you ruined my
Everything

– Everything, M2M

Good and Meaningful Recording Takes Time!

Makin a recording all night results in me not waking up until 12pm. Means; skipped the economy class again and again!
Thank God turned out the lecturer didn’t show up either! Haha lucky me ;)

The recording’s almost done, just a few records couldn’t be converted and still can’t figure that out.

Well I hope it’ll be a great recording and more importantly (is there any such word? ‘Importantly’?), I hope he’ll be happy to hear it. Cause it all that matters :) wish me luck!

Months Ago (even it feels like DAYS ago)

I had this small-turned big-turned huge fight with my boyfriend the other day. The fight has been going on and off this past 2 weeks, until I finally said the “magic” word, which I know I’ll regret later, on Friday afternoon. I think I had too much anger, and hormones, in my system that time. Long story short, after talking (and constant yell while crying -all me of course-) for hours he kept on saying no and I kept on trying to convince him it was the best for us all. The decision had been on pause since that long talk on friday, and I’ve been thinking all the possibility of “what if”s. It’s really tiring, actually. To be on the line between my pride and my real feelings. But then my pride usually takes the lead (yeah, I know)

Sunday morning, my mom woke me up and told me Dicky’s in the living room! He came as soon as he could, from Yogyakarta, just to see me! He even used economic class train –which i know is really uncomfortable and took almost (or over?) 10 hours to get to Jakarta–! He arrived in Jakarta really-early-in-the-morning, wander around until morning to come see me. Feels like crying, but all I can do is smile. really. How ridiculous it all seemed then. We, made up (of course!) and laughing at each other in no time. We spent the day together, until he had to go back to Jogja with the night train. I drove him to busway station and decided that I’ll keep him company him to the train station. We said our goodbyes at the last busway station. Tried to hold my tears very hard cause it’s embarassing to cry in busstation!

Never felt this happy and totally head-over-heels before! hahaha. I guess I just win the best boyfriend in the whole world! :D

It happened in March, 2009. Wrote this post, and somehow never been published. Being kept safely in the Drafts Folder until I saw it today.

How ironic.

More Quotes from My Besties

Manda: “Kenapa sih, dua orang yang masih sama-sama sayang satu sama lain, harus pisah? kenapa gak bisa dijalanin aja?”

Sarah: “Ada beberapa hal yang gak bisa dipaksain, ndaa. Terkadang, sayang doang gak cukup. ada banyak faktor lain yang berpengaruh dalam suatu hubungan.”

Manda: “Kayaknya gue gak bisa deh, Saar.. Gue masih sayang banget sama dia. Gue takut dia akan move on dengan cepat, dan mungkin gue malah gak akan pernah bisa move on.”

Sarah: “Gak ada kata gak bisa, Mandaa.. Yang ada cuma mau, atau gak mau. Masalahnya, lo mau berusaha untuk move on atau ngga.”

I don’t know, maybe.

When the time pushed me to.

but I hope I will, someday. Some time. Definitely.

Quotes of The Day

“Sebenernya selama masih ada yang namanya rasa sayang, semua masalah itu masih bisa dihadepin.” — Diyang Renantia

Dan..

“..ya lo bayangin lah apa aja yang selama 2,5 taun ini udah dia kasih buat lo. Bukan sekedar materi ya..Tapi dari yang lo ceritain, betapa dia sabarnya ngadepin lo dan sebagainya, kalo menurut gue, lo mau kasih sesuatu yang spesial juga ya wajar aja sekedar untuk ngebales kebaikan dia selama ini.” — Cindyramitha Zainal

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Those words really made me think. All day.

Important Days I’d Never Forget

November 2, 2006: he asked me to be his girlfriend.

November 5, 2006:  I said yes.

2,5 years later.

Mei 5, 2009: the 30th months we’re together. we got into argument, yelled at each other, getting absolutely mad with each other and non-sense, we ended the relationship. I, ended it.

Mei 6, 2009: called him to say I’m sorry. talked for over 3 hours. none of the problem was solved.

Mei 10, 2009 (11. 14 PM): all the problems between us were figured out, and so do the solution. we decided the break-up was for the best. I’m hoping it is.